Painting the Inside Out

Painting the Inside Out

I’ve been painting this mandala each night because painting and painting mandalas is SO relaxing. And… 🌟

As I paint, I am reminded… Life is an inside out job.

That reminds me to BE the change I want to see in the world. No matter what I witness going on around me (SO much that is just unfathomable), my first call is to get honest about where am I fighting (often against myself), blaming or playing the victim, viewing others as separate from me…
Then, a wave of overwhelm may arrive… how is this all going to work?! This world!? My world?! Deep breaths.
Paint a brighter yellow.
Paint a more golden yellow, dab brush in the purple just a titch, then the yellow…
My panting begins to speak to me.

Or the part of me that “comes online” when I paint, pulls up the chair next to me or drops in to my awareness.

“Hello.”
“Hi.”
“What do we know to be true?”
“One brush stroke… one step… one small action at a time.”
“You got it. And what else?”
“I know… life is about creating and creating LOVES contrast and the darker, the harder life feels, the more light and celebration there is just around the corner.”
“If….?”
“If I stay focused on what I want (more magenta please!). If … no WHEN I maintain resonance with my desired vision and, I know, most importantly, stay within the frequency of LOVE.”
“Yes. Does that feel hard?”

“It really does sometimes AND when I take a moment to take a step back and witness my thoughts and feelings, I can tell I feel lighter, more unstoppable, when I am EXPECTING support, breakthrough’s, and OPENING to receive MORE of what is possible. SO much is possible! We live in this teeny tiny 🌎 planet spinning through space ✨🌟with infinite numbers of galaxies radiating out in all directions!!! …

Right.
I AM that.

I AM light made visible, photons and atoms… I AM stardust and water that came her frozen on comets. I AM vast.

There is NO end to what I can create, even on this mandala! ((I feel my whole body relax and I am bathed in hope… in a sense of adventure…))

“YES.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
Now I feel curious…
Amidst the confusion, the chaos (which actually is closest in meaning to primordial space!), the heartbreak… I create change. YES!

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